My health and so on....
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
I've been struggling allot lately mostly due to some health issues. I know that most of the health problems I'm dealing with are weight related so that makes things that much harder. Over the last month or so I've lost weight and then gained it and more back which is SOOOOO aggravating when I feel like I should be losing. I've struggled with the same health problems for a while now and the doctors can't seem to figure out what's going on. Therefore I feel like I'm losing my mind and falling into the big black hole called depression.
This week I am really swollen in my lower legs and feet. The heat we've been having lately has contributed to that but not sure where the rest is coming from. The pain in my lower back and hips has come back after being gone for a couple of months and boy is it making up for the time away. I have a major Vitamin D deficiency that is slowly working its way up. My levels started out less than half of what they should be about 4-6 months ago. I'm EXHAUSTED all the time, all I want to do is CRY because I am that tired. I'm sure we've all been there at some point and time but to be there 80-90% of the time is insane. I feel like giving up and crawling in a hole somewhere and just going to sleep. Guess its time to bite the bullet and try to get in with another doctor and see if we can figure some of this stuff out.