Haven't followed through
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
It is now may 3 and I have yet to blog once since I announced my plans for this month. I was hit with my daughters first birthday sunday and yesterday was a day full of headaches and anxiety attacks.
I don't know why I torture myself. I feel so worthless lately. I know that I am going through a depression. over what you ask?
the list could really go on and on. I need a mini vacation.
I need to shake the blues off. I need to take my life back. I need to take care of myself. so today marks my first day of my may quest.
first on the list. I keep telling myself that I am going to run a 5k and well most of the ones that I thought I would be running have come and past. So today I registared for my first 5k ever! its 10/02/2011 so I have about 6 months to train. I know I can do this! I will do this! besides I already paid for it. I hope that this opens up other doors for me.
second on the list. Go through my fridge and start getting rid of temptation which I will do when I get home today.I will post a food blog tonite...also get my 30mins in of exercise!
Hope you all have a wonderful week