Letting go
Saturday, May 21, 2011
This week didn't turn out to be horrible, it actually turned out to be one of the best that I have had since before I got pregnant.
It started out kind of horrible.
Tuesday: I was suppose to arrive at work one hour early for phone conference. I left my house early got here 15 minutes early. Only to discover that I had left my office keys at home on my old set of car keys. I had purchased a new van a couple weeks ago and registered it on monday and decided to drive it to work, due to the fact that my old car over heats when I drive it....but I forgot to transfer my office keys to my new set of car keys... so when I realized my error. I called my manager because he lives about 5 minutes away. I thought maybe maybe he's awake and can come unlock the office. But to my dismay he didn't answer, So I ran to my car and rushed home. I was 20 min late and my manager was furious. He came in yelling and threatened me. first he says he is going to write me up...and I didn't argue because I knew I messed up. The ironic thing is I have never been late not once since I have started working here. I felt horrible...
fast forward to saturday: I may have started my week off on the wrong foot. But I am ending it with sparkle..and bam! I have worked hard all week, I have worked out, tracked all my food, drank all my water...and to top it off. My boss took back the write up. They want to promote me but they want to see that I don't need supervision before they allow me to supervise someone else.
so all in all not a horrible week. I am starting to learn the power of letting go and allowing things to take their course. Why allow one bad day to dictate the remainder of my week?
But I must say. I am soooo glad the weekend is finally here!