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Saturday, July 09, 2011

Well I finally turned the old place over to my caretaker and now the job will be to unpack & organize the rest of the stuff in the new place. Did a lot of thinking while I was cleaning. Good memories and bad. I know that all of our experiences make us who we are...but I still feel disrespected and used at times. Trying to balance the positives with the fact that I am constantly reminded of at least 2 years of wasted time. Trying to hold onto the thought that I am a better person than certain people deserve and trying to appreciate what I have. Wishing I had more time to just have fun and see the world...or even my state for that matter. But wishing doesn't pay the bills. I'll be OK...I just need a hug every now and then.
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