Monday, November 07, 2011
Well, my intention was that this blog was going to be about my running "career", but that's not what's on my mind! Soooooo....instead it will be about what how disgusted I am with myself for falling flat on my face this weekend!
I went away with friends for the weekend (4 couples) with the VERY best of intentions of working on Beach Blanket Bingo and racking up some decent points for my team and staying disciplined for me. Well that didn't last even one night! Spent the weekend eating and drinking until I almost burst. To top it off, I didn't do one single exercise
I got in about 30 minutes of cardio on a beautiful Sunday on the beach playing a game - but that was it.
So I don't even know if this counts as a blog - it's a confession and a vent. Why, why, why do we do these things to ourselves!!!!! I could have just of easily done portion controlled and exhibited the tiniest bit of willpower and still had a great time with good friends. But instead I came back home having had a great time - but who knows how many pounds heavier??
I know, I know...today's a new day...Don't beat yourself up...Just get back at it (and I have), etc. etc. But just when I think I have changed my way of life and beaten those bad habits, they rear their ugly head and let me know they might be in the bottom drawer - but they just can't wait until I open it up again
Ok - that's it. Venting and self-flogging session is over. Now it's time to look up an inspirational quote to post for BINGO and to get myself going again