Ready, Aim, Fire
Monday, January 16, 2012
Some how I have got to do better at this blogging thing. It's a new year and I'm continuing the fight with my self image and weight. YAY!? When I got down to 170 I was so happy with myself.BUT. I would sabotage myself from further loss. I would allow others to sabotage my efforts. I need to find a new way of getting over my self sabotage. I need a new target.
My nephew is a archer and he practices with his sister almost every day. He is so good that his team won a state final. His sister is so good she accidentally killed a rabbit she was shooting at while messing around. My sister had them eat it for dinner that night and it was good.My niece learned not to shoot at something unless you plan to eat it.But how does this applies to me are you asking? Well, just like my niece and nephew I keep practicing at shooting my target. The target being my goal weight. One day, like my niece ,I may be messing around and actually hit a unintentional target.This year I'm not making a goal but rather I'm going to make a target on my calendar and practice shooting the proverbial arrow at it until I hit my bulls eye. Practice make perfect and I'm going to keep practicing. Someday I will stop sabotaging my best efforts . Someday I will be messing around and say;" Hey I bet I can hit that rabbit over there." and actually do it. And I'll eat what I kill.