40,000-49,999 SparkPoints 46,795

My switch is ON.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I haven't run a mile straight in 13 years. Yesterday, I ran 1 1/4 miles straight! Yay! After walking for a little bit I ran another 3/4 mile to finish up at 3 1/4 miles. The most I had run without stopping before this was 1/2 mile(and that was only once!). It's days like these that truly justify all the hard work I've been putting in. LOVE IT!!

On another note...I'm getting married a week from today!! Yes, we are taking the leap on leap day. I've been trying to plan a wedding for years. In that time we have had 2 kids and moved across the state. Every time I'd try to plan it, I looked for a fun date(10/10/10 or 11/11/11). When I realized it was a leap year, I called my fiance and just said we should get married that day. He just told me to figure out what we needed. Last week, we got our marriage license and we are going back the 29th to have a simple ceremony in the courthouse. I've never dreamed of a big wedding. Sure, if I had tons of money and could hire someone to do it all, I would love a huge event. Other than that, I'm more than happy to say my vows in front of some family and go to dinner afterwards.

My switch is on. I can do anything I want. I've always wanted to lose weight. I make conscious decisions everyday on what I eat and how much I move. I've always dreamed of being a runner. I run. I've always wanted to complete a 5k. My first race is 3/3/12. I've been planning a wedding for years that I always put off, mainly because I wanted to be thin enough to feel good in a wedding dress. I'm getting married next week and I finally love myself enough that I'm going to feel good in whatever I'm wearing.
For years, I put off things that I wanted to do because I felt I needed to do them a certain way. I felt I needed to to be able to run a whole 5k before I would sign up. I felt that I needed to be "thin" to feel comfortable in a wedding dress. I felt I needed to save a ton of money to splurge on a wedding. I felt I wasn't strong enough to run. I felt I needed to lose weight to have a happier life.
I've finally realized that being an active role in my own life has made me happier and everything is just falling in place. If I waited for all these things, they would never get done. I've spent a lifetime watching others go after what they wanted, and I wished I could be like them. It's my turn.

Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
    Congratulations on both of your accomplishment: Wedding & running. emoticon

    Wishing you both a world of happiness as you will soon take your first steps together as husband and wife. Happy for you!
    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3257 days ago

    The first thing that goes through my head - what day will you use to celebrate anniversaries? Will you be together 50+ years and only celebrating your 12th anniversary? ^_~
    3257 days ago
    emoticon Congratulations on your running victory! That had to be such a great feeling! emoticon By the way, you are the calmest bride Ev-ER! emoticon emoticon I hope your wedding day is beautiful and perfect! emoticon But I'm glad that you know that the fairytale wedding ceremony is NOT as important as having a beautiful marriage and life together. emoticon It's the Fairytale "Happily Every After" that's worth the effort. emoticon emoticon
    3257 days ago
    Congratulations!!! Both on the wedding as well as running more than a mile at a time. The last time I did that was probably high school, so I commend all runners!!!
    3257 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.

More Blogs by KATHUGGS