I just typed a whole blog, (complete with pithy comments), and it was somehow deleted....GRRRR
Let's start again:
My last blog was 7 - - SEVEN! Months ago!!
Yep; I was a Spark drop-out. To be honest, I was really sick and tired of listening to myself whine about the same thing over and over again. I decided I needed to get my sh*t together. So, I left.
I was wrong, very, very wrong.
I've learned a few things:
*I will probably ::never:: get my sh*t together. I have to stop waiting for that day to come.
*Leaving SP didn't take me any closer to getting my proverbial sh*t together.
*If I don't learn the lesson and be willing to make some serious changes in my life, I will always end up right where I've always been.
*I've missed my Spark buddies...I not only bailed on myself, I've bailed on you as well. I'm sorry.
I turned Fifty (gasp!) in October.
My daughter is in her second year of college, and my son is a Junior in high school. I don't have babies anymore; it's "ok" to take time for me. I need to dump the guilt about spending time/effort on myself. (Or is this yet another subliminal EXCUSE??)
One of my favorite sayings is "Fall Down Seven Times, Get Up Eight"
Here we go again; time to dust myself off, and get up off of my lard @ss, yet again.
Happy Leap Day my Sparkies!