What to do now?
Sunday, April 08, 2012
So I am not sure what to do now. I had planned on running in the local River Run in May. I started training for it and was doing really well.
Then I got a job. Sure it is only a part time job but it is still a job and I have been looking for one for the 9 months.
But still I really wanted to do this run and prove to myself that I could do it and possibly even get back into shape. Oh dear gussy I am so frustrated, I have no idea what to do.
Is there any reason that I should keep running? Is there is any reason why I should even keep exercising? I haven't lost any weight. I have been very careful about what I eat and have cut out the mindless snacking. My fiancé' is also on this journey with me but he has lost the weight. He is very encouraging and tries to help me but still.
Ugh I really want to lose weight and get back into shape but now I have lost all desire to even work out.
Any thoughts or ideas on how to get my desire back?