Back at it

Thursday, April 19, 2012

It's been a few months, but I'm back at it. I've gained weight, and gotten to my heaviest weight yet. I weighed in Monday 4-16-2012 and I was 321.6 lbs. UGH.

I've had a lot going on the last 3 months. I had bronchitis with a bacterial infection, I had 2 wisdom teeth removed, I moved out of my parents place, and into an apartment with my fiancé, and I've been completely home sick as well.

I did what I said I wouldn't do. I gained all the weight back, plus some. I'm so disappointed in myself for it. It ends here.

I'm promising myself right now, that I will never say that again. I will never disappoint myself by gaining weight again. It's not a good feeling, I KNOW I can do it. There is no excuse for me to keep doing this. Food is not there to comfort me, it's there to keep me alive. I don't need as much of it as I think I do.

From here on out, I'm in this until the end. No more going back. emoticon
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    Dear Alice, I just joined SPARKPEOPLE after seeing a post from a member on a bariatric surgery blog. You can do it! I just blogged today about how I listen to my "Head Hunger" and tune out my the wisdom of my body. It sounds like you put yourself back on the track to health. God bless and love yourself.

    3143 days ago
    You got this! Don't beat yourself up about it. Life happens. But this time, do it for the LAST time!

    3143 days ago
    emoticon Alice!!
    3143 days ago
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