Back at it
Thursday, April 19, 2012
It's been a few months, but I'm back at it. I've gained weight, and gotten to my heaviest weight yet. I weighed in Monday 4-16-2012 and I was 321.6 lbs. UGH.
I've had a lot going on the last 3 months. I had bronchitis with a bacterial infection, I had 2 wisdom teeth removed, I moved out of my parents place, and into an apartment with my fiancé, and I've been completely home sick as well.
I did what I said I wouldn't do. I gained all the weight back, plus some. I'm so disappointed in myself for it. It ends here.
I'm promising myself right now, that I will never say that again. I will never disappoint myself by gaining weight again. It's not a good feeling, I KNOW I can do it. There is no excuse for me to keep doing this. Food is not there to comfort me, it's there to keep me alive. I don't need as much of it as I think I do.
From here on out, I'm in this until the end. No more going back.