HEALTHY-GG
 

May 2 Day 1

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

This is just not working for me. I have to do something.

I know I have been searching for a way to pull myself out of this funky mood.. alone-ness or what ever you want to call it before I just disappear.

Well here I am back at sparking I have lingered in the background tracking my weight, what I eat (kind of), and my exercise...( when I do it) I have gained back 14 pounds. I have shut myself off to the world for the most part. This move to Colorado really knocked me for a loop. Going up in the Rocky Mountains seems to be just about the only time I get out of the house... It was (is) real hard on me to be so far away from my family and friends. I have given up I did not care about anything, I am still fighting this feeling. At least now I can say I am fighting to get back up instead of free falling.
I Trying to clean these mental strongholds out of my Head that keep me from losing weight!!
I plan to force myself out of the house at least 3 days a week I know I won't meet people hiding out here..

Today I am starting day 1 Again and I hope and pray this is the last big stumble backward I have. I know I need the help of being accountable!! Please feel free to push!!

Thank you so much for my few true spark friends that kept pulling me back in! You are so special to me!!! I am sorry that I have been taking more than I have been giving back to you the past few months! That will change.

Hugs and Motivation! GG

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  • PILLYWIGGIN
    It is so good to see you back GG and with a PLAN! I havn't been here enough recently either so seeing your name on the friend feed has inspired me to refocus.
    Looking forward to seeing you about some more.
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    3087 days ago
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    3088 days ago
  • PIXIE-LICIOUS
    GG, I miss you a lot so I'm glad you're back. I understand about how the move to Colorado got you depressed. I was depressed about having to move from Florida and that was 5 whole years ago!

    I know its hard but keep doing your best to put the depression aside, try to find joy in life every day. I am praying for you and I'm always here if you want to talk.

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    3091 days ago
  • YAFENELRA
    SO GLAD YOU ARE BACK AND WE WILL DO ALL WE CAN TO HELP YOU GET BACK TO FEELING BETTER. MOVING CAN DO THAT TO A PERSON.
    3092 days ago
  • LITTLE_QUEEN
    WE DO MISS YOUU GG, MORE THEN YOU COULD EVEN IMAGINE, WE LOVE YOU AND ARE GLAD THAT YOU ARE BACK.
    3092 days ago
  • MINDYJ1
    Missed you! So glad you are back! You can do it G.G! emoticon
    3092 days ago
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