IT'S BEEN A WHILE, I'M STILL HERE!!!
Saturday, June 09, 2012
Hey everyone, I'm still here! It's been a while since I have given you all an update. School, work, kids, family, death in family, life is going on with me! SO busy it's not even funny! However I did complete my goal to jog/walk my 5K I signed up for. I finished it on May 19, 2012 and I actually jogged longer than I thought I was going too. I will post pictures later this week. I am going to do another one some time in the future. I will train for it next time, and make sure I stretch as well. I forgot to time it as well, but Oh well it was the first one. I will be ready next time.
Neways I recently lost my grandmother last month, and it was very difficult for me. I stopped going to gym and begin eating to suppress my feelings, my hurt, my pain. I just hate dealing with death period! It took me 4 weeks to get myself back together, I even had to get seen and for the first time in life I'm taking antidepressants. I am still not sure if they will help, but it was worth a try. I just started going back to gym this week. It was very difficult walking in there after all this time and basically starting over. I will go again tonight and just take it one day at a time. My body was sore after I went, and I was hurting all over the place. Even with all this going on, Thank God I didn't gain nothing but 2 pounds. I was upset that its been over 2 to 3 months and weight is still the same. I have came to conclusion that the sweet teas I drink and the candy I treat myself too has to go. So I am in a size 18, and weighing about 242 last time I checked.
So still in school, finals are in 2 weeks, so I am trying to get as much studying done as possible. Wish me luck. I will need it for sure. Hope everyone else is doing great. Hang in there and whatever you do Don't give up!!
Until next month, God bless US all!