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Thursday, June 28, 2012

Here I am again. I keep coming back to trying to lose weight. This time I think it will work. I am moving in with my parents and away from my verbally abusive alcohalic husband. I will finally have the money to eat properly and join a gym, as well as buy supportive shoes and workout clothes. I won't have anybody telling me I am ugly and fat and grotesque... that joining a gym won't work because I didn't succeed in the past. It is a very emotional time for me, but I have a lot of hope.
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  • MOTTAMAMALOU
    Good for you!
    Be proud of yourself and don't let anyone tell you that you aren't special because you are.
    Honestly, you don't have to join a gym when there are so many exercises you can do in the privacy of your own home. Leslie Sansone's DVD's [with her alone and not her group] are great to do in front of your TV!.
    I wish you the very best from now on. You Go Girl!

    PS: Don't let the b#@%^&*s get you down~~
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    3046 days ago
  • EXERTIGER
    I'm so glad you won't be accepting abuse anymore. I used to have a verbally, mentally, emotionally abusive husband of my own. I know it's hard, but you have to believe that you are worth more than that. And yes, joining a gym will do wonders for you. I'm here to tell you that you CAN run away from your problems. At least for however long you can continue to run emoticon . By the way, extra weight seemed to just fall off me when I got divorced. Also remember to take good care of your emotion self, too. Those nasty things people tell us can leave real scars.

    I wish you the very best! emoticon
    3046 days ago
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