gimme three steps!!
Friday, September 14, 2012
So, I went to the podiatrist the other day and he said I have plantar fascilitis...I guess I spelled it right, and he said mine was pretty bad, and that I was beginning to develop some problems in my calf due to the pulling.
So, I go back next week to have some sort of special mold made to get an ortho insert for my foot.
He didnt tell me not to walk and in fact I walked just that morning before going.
But, I do still have pain and am taking aleve.
So, I didnt walk today.
I went to the Lynyrd Skynyrd concert last night and had a blast, I dont know if I even checked in yesterday or not.
But, I know I sure didnt count the 8, or 9 beers I drank last night...or the two little debbie oatmeal cream pies I ate in a drunken midnight hunger prowl.
But its all good, once a year, or twice for a drunken bender isnt too bad.
I am so hoarse I can barely talk, from woooo hooooing and shouting, but mostly from laughing with my best friend and boy did we have so much fun.
I will put a pic on tomorrow.
I still havent been sleeping much...in 4 days, I can say I have averaged about 2 to 3 hours per night.
So, so so tired today, I lay down around 2pm and still nothing...again at 930pm, and nothing.
I just have alot surging thru my mind...this upcoming and oh so dreaded and regreted move...I would rather not do it, but what choice do I have???
I guess I am searching my mind and heart for that answer.
And just dealing with emotions and fears and so on....maybe I will be able to sleep, if my body doesnt just kill over from stress and lack of sleep first.
So, heres to one more try!!!