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Stop! SELFsabotage

Thursday, November 15, 2012

I've been sabotaging myself this round!!.

Making excuses, and couching them as something else; thank G.O.D. my team cappies are NOT having it!

I posted my FIRST gain *gasp* this round, yesterday.

I could say... it's because of.. a buncha things, or one, or several, but i WONT.

It's because i didn't stick with the program i signed up for, this round!

This is embarrassing, to say the least. I have been a Good Depity, for several rounds, and a couple ago, i was quite upset! when i thought i wasn't going to be able to stay on, for health reasons. But this time, EYE EFFT UP.

I was on vacation with family, & did lose n' get exercise, but i neglected my duties as a sheriff, and shortchanged not only! my TEAM, but myself too!

I'm glad at least that i've kept coming back to read what's been going on, so at LEAST i've been able to read when our cappy is, as one teamie said, 'opening her can o' whup-a$$' !
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Even IF i don't get to stay on for next round, I want to at LEAST re-prove! to our teammates that i CARE about them, and NOT leave them thinking that i didn't!

Sheesh; this sounds aLOT like a time years ago, when i was falling down on the job and my boss told me so; back then, i was inspired to Prove to him! that I was NOT the Slacker! he saw me acting like; and fortunately i straightened up and we eventually became sort of friends.
It's a little disappointing! that i haven't grown more in the past years, but thank goodness at least I have heard the criticism and am finally admitting to myself that i NEED to HEED it.

~here's the titled part of the blog~

I WILL say to myself, 'You don't need to hurt yourself trying to fill the void with food!'

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  • JULIETTECAKE
    To be successful you have to love what you are doing for the rest of your life. So, make sure you include the food you love in your plan. Set aside, at least temporarily food you can't resist. Move forward, be active, love your life, and no regrets.
    3024 days ago
  • SMOKY_TEA
    You are in a fantastic spot to get back to your priorities. Now that you know what it's like to lose sight of your goals---if only very briefly---you then know how important they are! You can haz planz to keep!
    I rootz for you and so do my catz. emoticon
    3024 days ago
  • PATRICIAAK
    one step backwards, two steps forward
    3025 days ago
  • MCFITZ2
    I also have been struggling the last few months. I have achieved a little more control and still have a more work to do on this.

    I know it is possible for both of us. Determination, perseverance and belief. emoticon emoticon
    3025 days ago
  • no profile photo CD7773457
    We all have our moments of back sliding , just don't give up. emoticon emoticon
    3025 days ago
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