OUT OF CONTROL..and then some
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
I am definitely feeling the effects of the holidays and not having my Mom. I have made sure to stuff my face all day and all night with crap that I know is horrible for me. Does it make me feel better? Sure..until I need it again and again and again. Sounds like a drug addict and Ronald McDonald is my supplier and when he's out I head for Wendys. Ugh, how disgusting to admit that but I keep rolling on ignoring the disgusting nature of my actions. la la la la...
I am packing weight back on at record pace. Maybe I'll set a record for it, who knows. I have sooo much stress on me right now, my Mom being gone, husband out of work, no money, son's December 16th bday, Christmas... I have to somehow figure out how to get this runaway train back on track before it derails for good.