Sabotage
Sunday, January 20, 2013
I know i'm not alone but I have to get it out. Every time I start doing well someone sabotages my efforts. Maybe not on purpose but it doesn;t make it easier to listen to my husband saying you've been doing great you can treat yourself. no I can't thats the thinking that got me here if I want to treat myself I should tell him to buy me a new lipstick {i'm addicted to lipstick} it's better than eating extra calories and it is hard to eat with lipstick on it gets on the food. Friday we went out to eat and I was doing just fine and he said why don't you have some dessert, he knows I have a sweet tooth. Well I didn't give in but I was annoyed with him even when I ask him to stop he forgets This coming Friday is his birthday weekend and he has alread invited the neighbors to go to the casino buffet it's crab leg night. I can't justify paying so much just to have a serving. I like the neighbors company I just wish we were meeting someplace else i'm out voted. I just have to grow a backbone and say I know you think I should treat myself but I always go too far and hope he listens to me.