Week 2 - Day 2

Sunday, March 03, 2013

It has been a really hard weekend and haven't done much. I haven't felt much like eating or cooking or anything for that matter.

I thought I would be able to handle letting Blitz go on his own but this morning I felt so badly with that decision and he was suffering so much I had to let them take him away. I feel so selfish for letting him suffer just because I wasn't ready to let him go.

It seems odd just moving on and the thought of life as usual is difficult today. I won't be going out for a walk today since I don't have my walking buddy. I will get a one mile walk with Leslie Sansone instead.

I didn't feel up to my habit change yesterday, so here it goes today.

It's always the exercise...I don't make time. I fit it in where I can. It's always the last thing I think about making time for.

My steps for making time this week will be to get to bed early enough and get up earlier to get it done before work. This way I won't have the too tired excuse or too many things to get done, or the it's too late excuse.

2 mile "Walk Away the Pounds" in the morning and a lunchtime walk at work.
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    Your post brought tears to my eyes. I remember too well when we had to put our last dog to sleep. I remember, my husband who made the arrangement while I was out of town, could not talk to anybody in our family for about a week. It is hard to lose a member of the family, and that is what our pets are. You will be in my thoughts, and I hope things will get better with every passing day. emoticon
    2765 days ago
    emoticon I can understand the difficulty of letting go. It was a hard decision for you. I am sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and take time out for your health.
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    2765 days ago
  • BEE2LE
    I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Losing a pet is very difficult. Take care of yourself. We'll all be thinking about you.

    Take care,

    2766 days ago
  • BADGER92

    I'm so sorry to hear about your beautiful dog, Blitz. He was obviously a very loved fellow and I can understand that you miss your walking buddy so much. Don't be too hard on yourself for not getting everything done that you need to. Our animals touch our hearts and are so precious to us; it is hard to let them go.
    Do the best you can while you are grieving for your sweet and handsome boy.

    Take care,
    2766 days ago
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