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Tuesday, July 09, 2013 was weigh in day...key music of doom!!!
Yes, indeed, I gained weight. I am not surprised, disappointed of course, in myself, in my choices.
I knew I had gained weight.
I have gained 13 pounds since sometime around March. Could be lack of walking, using the broken foot as an excuse, falling into depression and feeling sorry for myself and it could be lack of motivation to workout here at home. Could be adding lots of milk to my diet and it could be, eating foods that 5 months ago, I would not have touched with a ten foot pole.
But whatever it was, it is.
And so, it begins, or it is renewed. My weight loss plan that is.
So, today, with alot of figuring and really counting and really going over it with a fine tooth comb, I have devised a meal plan for today, and I have stuck to it, the only thing I feel I have eaten that could have been left alone, nutella.
No, it has no nutritional value for me. But I wanted something sweet and I havent really been shopping.
So, I need to go pick up some sweets, low fat, low cal of course, weight watchers, skinney cow ice cream, 20 calories, 60 calories, etc.
But other than that, I have done really good today.
Getting the walk in, getting the water in, and getting the fruits and veggies in.
I am angry with my recent decisions, recent choices to allow myself to slide and I know I cannot change them after the fact.
I accept it for what it is or was, momentary mess up!
But, now here we go, I went in and changed my goal, and right now the goal is to focus on losing the 13 lbs I have gained back and 1 more, to get me under where I was and get back on track.
Goal two, is to walk, as much and as often as possible and goal three, to really study this, study why I have fallen back into bad habits, to blog about it, to private journal about it, to really find what is going on and to work on those reasons.
And so, it is what is it, its new.
Its a mulligan its a do over its all old is new again, etc etc etc.
Today, I stuck to my plan and today I walk and today I blog and today I drank my water and today I am here. photo is...
Me and my finally, hopefully, fully healed foot at Myrtle Beach, SC.
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    You sound like you are motivated, which is half the battle.
    You accepted the gain, you have a plan, foot is better,
    you are ready, now go girl!
    And I love your new background!
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    One day at a time! emoticon
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    Way to go!
    2670 days ago
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