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Christmas Eve Reflections

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

I have been thinking about my sister a lot today - she died this past September after a very long battle with breast cancer. I am missing her at this special time of year. She was a truly wonderful person, very kind, caring, and nurturing. I am trying to remember her today with all of the great memories of us together as young girls growing up in Peru, working together at Painters Mill Music Fair as teens, and hanging out even when we were all grown up. She only lived a mile away from where I live so we saw each other often. I am grateful for the time we had together as I learned a lot from her, even though she was younger than me. I wish she was still here.

I am also missing my Dad who died 4 years ago. Holidays just have not quite been the same without him but at least the pain has not been as fresh. I am also grateful for having my father in my life for so many years as he was also a very kindhearted gentle man who loved to sing. I really think about him when we are in church and his voice just isn't there anymore when we sing hymns and tonight, Christmas songs.

Tonight and tomorrow I will be with family members and we will support each other during this bittersweet time. Thank God we have each other. I am remembering that Christmas is about the birth of Jesus and the great gift he is to us. I am going to remember my sister and my Dad today and every day as gifts to us as they enriched our lives.

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  • PATTYR81
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  • BECKYBRN
    CSYoung - I can't imagine losing a daughter and how hard that must have been and probably still is. My daughter is going to be 39 in a couple of days and I don't know what I would do if she wasn't here. I am so sorry for your loss and I hope with each day that goes by you keep your warm memories of your daughter close to you for comfort.
    2463 days ago
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    Holidays are hard when your missing someone you love. We lost our daughter several years ago, she would have been forty Dec. 19th. She loved Christmas time and loved to decorate the house.
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  • CLYNNTHOMAS
    It is bitter sweet to miss your sister and father. It's so sorrowful for us, as we are left here with an emptiness their loving souls filled. It's tearfully joyful knowing that today they are both in the arms of their Heavenly Father, singing praises to the One who was born a man on this day. Your father and sister await a joyous reunion with you. Have a Merry Merry Christmas. God Bless You!
    2466 days ago
  • REAGANESQUE
    Wishing you peace this Christmas...
    2466 days ago
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  • OOLALA53
    I'm glad you can have such wonderful memories and feelings about your dad and sister.
    2467 days ago
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