Big plans for 2014!!!!
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Hello sparkfriends!!! I am back! Not just because it's a new year, not because I need to get back on track, but because I miss you, I need accountability and I need your help. I know you are always there for me and for that I am forever grateful!!!
This past month and a half has been tough, emotional, exciting, depressing, confusing and well...downright exhausting!!! I have finally found the nerve, or maybe I should call it courage, to ask to be happy again. I am not trying to be elusive, but what this means is this, I've asked my husband for a separation. I am ready to put the toxic behind me, to grow as a person and to take a long look at my life and figure out what I NEED.
I anticipate the following: Lots of tears, lots of deep reflection, lots of difficult decisions to make and most of all, lots of 'a ha' moments. Now, to put this into action! I don't know what this journey will be like? I don't know what the future holds for my husband and I? But I do know this...I will make every effort to make 2014 the best year ever so far for me and my family.
Today I have my health, I have a family who loves me and friends (near, far and online) that support me. I am thankful!!!!!
Now off I go, I need to start making a plan! I will see you in 2014!!!! Let's make it a good one!!!