Wednesday, February 05, 2014
I realized last night that I've been depressed the past couple of days. I really, really hate to feel that way - I try very hard to be positive. So it makes it something I don't want to see in myself when I get depressed.
I know it's a combination of the medical issue I'm dealing with (chronic pain eventually gets to you) and some of the medications. But I still don't like it and sometimes feel like it's a character flaw. And it's so hard to reach out when I feel depressed - I feel so isolated.
But I'm reaching out now. Just getting in and seeing the comments and goodies makes me feel better - thank you, my spark friends!
I am trying to resist the urge to head to the quilt shop:-) That makes me feel better but it always costs me money:-) But I suppose it's better than turning to food......