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Fly Free in Spirit my beautiful son.....2yrs gone

Friday, February 21, 2014

It will be 2 yrs ago 2.23.12 since i have seen your wonderful smile my baby boy. You were such a bright light to me and still are now that you have your angel wings.
We are continuing on always with you in our hearts and on our minds. Every minute of every day you are on our minds. Some days are harder then others and the missing doesnt get easier. We continue to honor your memory and legacy. I am raising awareness to this terrible Drug epidemic. And it is an illness just like any other that changes your brain chemistry and then you have are on your way to addiction. So many young people lost....

I am grateful for the 21 yrs we were blessed to have you on this earth. You were the kindest most gentle soul. Always loving and joking around. You hid your pain well and i know didnt want us to know. If you had to go i am glad we didnt have to go thru all the pain that addiction can bring. We didnt know until the day you died that you were using drugs. I know you wanted to hide it from us but we loved you unconditonally. Our bond will never be broken and we will be together again. I do feel your spirit around us and i think our dogs always feel you. They look up often as if they are seeing something. You are now in a beautiful place i imagine to be so much better then here on earth.

The love that you had for us continues on and on. It substains me days when i have a hard time getting thru the day. I imagine you wrapping your angel wings around me. No parent should have to go thru the loss of a child but we cant change what happened. Our goal now is to continue on our journey ...helping others and moving along one step at time. Trying to find our purpose and bringing in more spiritual and mediation practices to our life.

We will spend Sunday with your Sister and be together as a family bringing up good memories of you....but then thats all we have. There were always such a srong bond between us and i know now that your soul was meant for a much higher purpose. I hope you are helping all the animals and children cross over. You loved your Pitbull Hutch and he is being well taken care of by your soulmate Ash. I know you are taking beautiful pics in heaven like you did on earth..... Fly Free Justin and Soar thru the Universe.
MOM &Dad , Shannon♥ emoticon emoticon emoticon
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    Such a beautiful tribute to your beautiful son! It breaks my mothers heart knowing the loss you continue to carry..that I continue to carry. You are right...the loss never gets easier or the sadness never lightens no matter how many years march on. But we do soldier on and do what we can to triumph our boys and make others aware of the horrific epidemic of drugs on our youth..But in actuality to the entire population...drugs are drugs whether they come from a prescription pad or the streets. We are all over drugged as a's pretty sad! emoticon
    A lovely tribute Maureen. emoticon
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    A Beautiful tribute from a mom to her son.
    Thank you for sharing with us.
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