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Has not been a good week

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Food wise I have slipped up Majorly! Not good. Also I'm smoking more than I was which I am going to get a handle on RIGHT NOW!! My Lupus and fibromyalgia are acting up horribly, I am in horrible pain constantly and I'm getting migraines and sinus headaches daily. And I am completely exhausted all day long. But I'm try to play and love on the critters and do the housekeeping It's just taking everything out of me. All I want is a good night's sleep but I keep staying up late and waking up too early. then I'm exhausted all day and eat too much. I can't take a nap because of the the cats and dogs that need constant attention (well not need, DEMAND IT). And shawn's gone longer and longer every night. And I'm so lonely here! So Freaking lonely. And I think he's going to be gone all weekend, helping his mom move. I'm ready for a breakdown and he's WAY to over stretched on his commitments. And I'm here till Tuesday at 5pm. I don't now whether to laugh or cry right now.
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    2198 days ago
    Take a deep breath, and start swinging! Seriously- nothing better than a good punching or kick boxing session- burns the calories and makes you feel so much better when you are done.
    Good luck on your journey and may you find a little peace, relaxation and time for yourself in the next few days.
    2200 days ago
    I hope your situation improves soon. Hang in there!! emoticon
    2203 days ago
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    Sorry you are having a bad week. I hope when you get back home you can relax and get back on track. I have a hard time sleeping anywhere but at home too, maybe it is the same for you. Maybe play some relaxing music in the background.
    Are you able to take the dogs out for walks? Getting out may do you some good.
    Wish I could be of more help emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2203 days ago
    I am with you on the sleeping part. I can't seem to get 3-4 hours and am so tired during the day. How do we fix ourselves?
    2203 days ago
  • LARISSA238
    *hugs* You need to put yourself first, or else you are going to wear yourself out and not be there for your critters. I know it's hard, but you do need rest. I hope you can get everything sorted out.
    2203 days ago
    I'm so sorry you're having such a rough time. Hopefully things will get better soon. Also hope you're feeling better too. Wish there was something I could do. emoticon
    2203 days ago
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