Has not been a good week
Thursday, March 27, 2014
Food wise I have slipped up Majorly! Not good. Also I'm smoking more than I was which I am going to get a handle on RIGHT NOW!! My Lupus and fibromyalgia are acting up horribly, I am in horrible pain constantly and I'm getting migraines and sinus headaches daily. And I am completely exhausted all day long. But I'm try to play and love on the critters and do the housekeeping It's just taking everything out of me. All I want is a good night's sleep but I keep staying up late and waking up too early. then I'm exhausted all day and eat too much. I can't take a nap because of the the cats and dogs that need constant attention (well not need, DEMAND IT). And shawn's gone longer and longer every night. And I'm so lonely here! So Freaking lonely. And I think he's going to be gone all weekend, helping his mom move. I'm ready for a breakdown and he's WAY to over stretched on his commitments. And I'm here till Tuesday at 5pm. I don't now whether to laugh or cry right now.