May it rest in peace...
Friday, March 28, 2014
I'm feeling so sad tonight. You see I had been really trying to change my eating habits by buying vegetables which I don't like. I tried motivating myself for months to eat them then decided maybe I should drink them. I discover I enjoyed that much better and it gave me more energy. I sacrificed eating to buy a lot of vegetables to juice which means I would only be able to eat for two weeks due to the expense of juicing. I was so hungry not having enough food but I wanted to juice with my veggies tonite I felt so motivated. I plugged my blender up for the 5th time and it just stopped working even before I got started. I cant return it because it was beyond the return date. I am so angry. I was so dedicated to exercises then both of my vcrs broke for absolutely no reason. But my juicer breaking is so painful, im hungry because I sacrificed food for vegetables, now my juicer doesn't work anymore and I am stuck with these green, purple and red thingies that I hate
in my refrigerator Omggggggg. What am I going to do with cilantro and speariment how can I eat that alone? Oh my goodness gracious. I was so desperate I prayed over it, layed my bible on it and it still didn't work. I feel really down
today ugh. I was blessed to even have one for the short time I had it. Maybe its paving the way for me to be blessed with a really good one someday. May it rest in peace...
Me and these veggies will be doing a stare
down until I muster up the courage to eat them. pray a righteous prayer for me I am no where near perfect.