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My neighbor died today......

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

I'm not certain why I feel the need to post anything right now, other than a need to be doing "something".

My neighbor was bitten by a rattlesnake yesterday and she died this morning. Where I live, rattlesnakes are common. My husband's killed two on the property all ready this year. Rattlesnake bites happen, but I've never known anyone who has died from one. And I know this is bothering me, because I have been busy doing "something" all day long..... doing "something" to avoid the emotions that need to flow.

My house is spotlessly clean. I walked over 2 miles. I gardened for hours, water the orchard by hand, watched garbage TV shows that normally would have annoyed the heck out me. I've eaten, I mean grazed, on sweets and treats in between lunch and dinner and just finished another after dinner treat. Now I'm on a complete sugar high.

I am being a "Martha" to avoid being a "Mary"....

I think what is bothering me most, is that I was asked if my neighbor was a Christian. Embarrassed, I had to honestly answer that I did not know. A woman I have known for over 10 years. A woman, who I shared garden veggies with, talked with about her horses, our dogs, our children, her grandchildren. We waved when we passed each other in our cars and traded Christmas cookies. I did not know if she believed in Jesus.

Talk about a missed opportunity. The opportunity to share the greatest love we can share with each other...... the love of Jesus. The "Martha" in me is busy doing "something" because the "Mary" in me is ashamed.
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    I'm so sorry for your loss. I'll keep you in my prayers.
    2465 days ago
  • DIANE7786
    I'm sorry about your neighbor's death. It's okay if religion was never part of your conversation. She made her choices. Find comfort in memories of good times spent with her.
    2466 days ago
    I am so sorry to hear of your neighbor's passing. I do hope you can make some time to get quiet before God and tell Him how you feel. I am so glad you were able to enjoy such a great friendship for so long.
    2466 days ago
    Life is a journey that we must enjoy and do so everyday and every waking minute. You enjoyed your time with your neighbor and remember her kindness. You must go on and enjoy each day you are given. Someday you will be blessed also and until that day please watch out for those rattlers. emoticon
    2466 days ago
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    You knew her kind heart and to me, that is something to cherish. I am so sorry for your loss.

    2467 days ago
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