Beginning a new way of being
Sunday, November 23, 2014
I know I need to journal every day. It helps me learn more about myself. I always have some type of revelation if I write enough.
It was odd to look at where I was at the last time I blogged. I haven't really felt happy for at least a year. Since that time, I've gotten a divorce and have been struggling with my internal self daily. I remember when I was feeling happy like that. It seems like a decade ago. It goes to show me that weight isn't really at the heart of my pain. I know I weighed more then.
So I'm going to write everyday and see what comes out. I need to feel happy and energetic again. I need to know that there is a reason and purpose for me to be here.