I don't fit in
Monday, March 23, 2015
Lately it has just been wearing on me more and more that I am the odd man out at work. I work with 7 women and all of them have worked together for at least 10 years. As of late the divide between me and them has just grown and it's especially hard for me since I have no friends in town. I don't know what they talk about or who they talk about so I just sit there somewhat listening. Some days I just want to burst. When I try to talk I get sharp responses or rolling eyes. I don't get it. If I had social interactions outside of work it wouldn't be so bad, but this is what I get. Also, if I did't have such great friends and social lunches at my last job it probably wouldn't bother me as much. They say the south is full of nice people... they forget to mention that's only if you are like them. Least friendly place I have ever lived. How can you live somewhere for 2 years, be social, and have 0 friends?