218 is the new 260!
Sunday, April 19, 2015
So i have to say that i'm super happy to say that i've lost 40lbs.... I have to growl at the fact that now i'm STUCK at 218... Since January..... I'm not doing anything different.... I even cut soda for two weeks to help bring it down, but nothing budged. (cut way back, but i cut it out entirely for 2 weeks just to see) So i've got to start doing things different i guess huh.... I've started riding my bike to work, instead of driving... its only a block & a half a way ( i walked last summer, when it was nice, but now i have wheels :) ) Plateauing is frustrating.... Makes me want to give up and just binge.... But then i look at my "progress" pictures and count my blessings that i'm not that 260# girl anymore.... I don't feel much different from then til now....but .... i know i LOOK alot different! I have a jawline (still with the "double chin" but i can hide it now!) My 18's are loose, but my 16s are still tight (some more than others) ... Other than walking & Biking & Roller blading, i need to find some low impact workouts as i can't do sit ups or anything involving me leaning back on my tailbone.... i broke it as a youngster and any pressure on it, causes pain :/ i want so bad to be closer to my goals come July.... Mental block of not wanting to work to get it though.... I hate sweating, i highly dislike not getting my "junk food"..... That "fat girl"'s still in there, and she's pulling me by the chains to keep me back :(