trying to not go back
Friday, April 24, 2015
I woke up this morning, and turned on the heat.
Yesterday it was somewhat warm, but so windy that I couldnt walk.
I did go today.
Glad to have been able to, for the first time in a week.
I dont even know what is going on with our weather, but it was the same way last year. Seemed like it took forever for spring and summer to come and stay.
I have done well today, so far. Let me just stay on track today and get thru the evening snacking hours that almost always ruin my plan.
I am yo yo ing up and down the same 2 pounds for the last month.
Somedays I just sit and think about going back thru the process and going ahead with the band surgery.
But then I remember how hard I worked to lose all the weight on my own and the Bull sh!t that they put you thru to get approved for the surgery and I remember why I didnt do it.
And then I just swear to get back to working harder all over again.
So, that is what I have to say for now.