Thursday, May 28, 2015
Today on my walk, I beat my steps and distance over yesterday.
I strive only to be better than I was and work harder than myself.
I dont brag, but I do share my walking stats on FB.
Apparently it isnt drama filled enough for most people. Very few people seem to comment on it.
But I do it, for me.
and to keep reminding myself that all the crap I see posted about wraps and pills and 800 calorie soup diets are just bogus and ill fated for those who try them.
And maybe one person will see it and decide that they can also do it.
I know my SP friends like it and understand it.
I just see so many young kids on FB who live sedentary lifestyles and whose parents dont encourage them to become more active.
I hope people will see that giving up that lifestyle and trying is worth it.
That is my hope.
In other news.
Last few days I noticed my laptop making a popping sound when I opened it.
Then last night I noticed that the frame around the monitor was popped open. and whenever I open or close it, little bits of plastic break off.
So, I have had to just leave it open.
I am not noticing problems with the monitor, but the computer seems to be running slower.
Dont know if its related, but it is worrysome.
So, I messaged two so called friends who work on computers and asked for help.
Even willing to pay and nothing, No response.
So, I am going to publically ask if anyone knows anyone who actually wants to make money by fixing my laptop.
No more loyalty for those who show none to me.
I have a big decision to make in the next few months.
Actually, it isnt just one decision. It will be a series of decisions and changes and I am struggling with making the first step.
I know it is fear of the unknown and worry about the outcome.
But I keep trying to ingrain within myself this mantra that every journey has to start somewhere.
I just hope I have the strength needed to make this change and do what is right for the future.
All thoughts and good vibes will be appreciated.