battles, i fight alone.
Monday, November 16, 2015
Still fighting the battles that seem unwinnable.
The battle of cravings.
The battle of cold weather.
The battle fluctuating numbers.
and mostly, the battle of back pain!!!!
Trying in vain to find a decent supportive bra. I have researched and I find one I think is the one and it is out of stock, or it doesnt come in my size. Which is really the problem.
I found out that my local hospital now has two plastic/reconstructive surgeons and so I called the other day to find out if i need a referral, knowing that when I tell them the kind of insurance I have, they are going to either say they dont take it, or, that I dont meet the guidelines for the surgery.
I wonder if there are any doctors left in America who go to battle for their patients??
Do any of them ever see the patients needs over the money???
I never even got the chance to find out, was put on hold for 8 minutes and finally just hung up.
Poor front desk service makes me wonder how good the overall quality of the doctors office is.
So, still I battle.
And live with the daily hope to lose weight and find a miracle bra and get a doctors appointment and long for warmer temps.
I win at least one battle every day, the cold weather battle, I walk later in the morning now, but I still walk.
That is really all i have to look forward to every day.
Life, right now, is very bleek.