Friday, November 27, 2015
First off I hit the spin button and all it gives me is zeros.
Yesterday was a tense day. Mom and dad were fighting. More mom than dad. I was really tense seeing something about mom is off. She is even more judgemental than usual. I took a walk in the snow yesterday with my husband, brother and sister in law after the big meal. A walk felt great but I had the agenda of talking to them about mom and fixing the damage she did to the relationship between my brother and I. I found out more things and verified something is up with mom. I believe my dad sees it too and it is dads place to deal with it or talk to us about it.
Other than that and the tension from mom, I had fun with my niece and nephew and had some good talks with my brother and his wife.
I am going to make a bigger effort toward mom today. Boy is being here exhausting me in every way.