I understand your dilemma. I once was in your shoes and wasn't sure if losing weight was what I wanted to do. I found out it was and I'm going on five years of maintenance. Was it worth it? YES!
Once I started setting me as the priority, life got better. Not just for me, but for my family. When I feel good, I'm a better person. Take the chance and put yourself first. You may be surprised where the journey takes you.
P.S. As long as you are a member of Spark, you are never alone!! 1854 days ago