Back slidining--WHAT A JOKE!
Friday, June 15, 2007
Back sliding from the other day was just the start of it!! I have been on a downward sprial since Wednesday and today was the bottom for me. I'm done with this crap. WHY do I do this? I'm tired of putting myself thru these feelings. Nothing to wear, its too tight, shows too many rolls, just being uncomfortable in my own skin! I'm just so sick of it.
I'm sick of people saying to me its okay to eat crappy food once in awhile. No its not okay! I can't eat crap one day cause one day always turns into 3 or 4 days. I have to be on a straight and narrow path otherwise I fall face first into a jar of chocolate sauce. I will tear the pantry apart looking for chocolate....for crying out loud, I ate a square of bittersweet chocolate!!! what the hell did I do that for?? WHY??
My exercise routine is starting back up tomorrow. THat has beeen the plan and I"m sticking with it.
I will return later, Rich just pulled into the driveway from work