Again, I Feel Bad For The Comments About Me And My House

Hello, Spark community!! Again, in less than a month, I have to come back to this awesome and caring community, feeling very sad and hurt. This time is not my mother. It is my youngest daughter and that is what hurt the most, this time.

My youngest is the one that leaves in TX, the one that had the curtest baby girl, that I deeply love and care a lot about her. The one I was with her in April, for three weeks until she had her baby girl and she was a week old. The one I call almost every week and support with her baby, not minding the distance, helping her as much as I can with the rising of my lovely granddaughter.

They are coming to visit the Island (in April) for her one year birthday to present Amber to everyone, in both families, that lives in PR and do not know her yet. They are going to baptise her and celebrate her one year birthday down here with all the family that lives here.

She called me tonight and was mentioning that she was looking for a nice place to stay while being in PR. I was kind of surprise cause every time, my daughters comes to PR they stay at home with us. We have 2 more huge bedrooms and have a big house with lots of space and plenty room for everyone. So, I said, "You can stay here, with us, like usual. We are going to fix a place for little Amber and going to buy a play yard for her." And suddenly, she interrupted e and say, "I'm not staying at home. I am not bringing Amber to stay there." I was even more surprise and asked, "Why is that?" And she answered me, "Cause the house is not clean enough and not very well organize and I do not want her to be in a place like that. It brakes my heart!!!!!! :(

I do not have a castle, I know, but I have a nice house; the house they were raised in and everything went ok by that time. My house is clean and I am very honest with you all my sparklers friend, my DH and I keep cleaning all week long and my house is clean. My house is not perfectly organize cause I am a teacher and I had lots of books, papers and so many school supplies and stuff in my work room, but it is clean that is for sure. My DH is a retired engineer and he has his own books and plans, but he has his work area, too.

The room they stay in was her room as a single lady and it has stayed as she left it, but clean and organized, cause we keep it clean. We have a backyard that we clean everyday, We have a front balcony that I sweep and mop everyday and I have my plants in there and it looks cute. I do, in a corner of my balcony, have some more plastic boxes with school stuff ready to give away as soon as a teacher that wants them can make a 4 hour drive to pick them up, but as they are organized in plastic boxes (the ones that you can get at Walmart) with it covers and everything it does not bother us to keep them there until she can come to pick them up.

As I know they are coming, I bought new sheets sets, comforter set, bedspread and throw for their bed and new towel set for them and the baby that just arrived today. We contracted a company that will be cleaning the air conditioning in their room and we are planning on getting a play yard that the baby can sleep in and stay sometime, and even nap in the afternoon. We are planning to be ready and to be prepared, but she thinks the baby can not stay here cause it will not be healthy for her. I had two Labrador retrievers, one inside the house all day long with us cause he was taken from the street and raised with us cause he was hurt, when we found him. But Blacky is a very well behaved dog that likes kids. And I give him a bath every month. He smells very good and has an awesome black and shinny hair that everybody likes. Even more, they have a dog too, and my granddaughter has been raised around him. The baby learn to walk about a week ago, so she does not crawl any longer and I think Blacky wont be a problem. It hurts so much, that my house is good for my daughters but not for my grandkids that I enjoy and love so deeply.

So sorry to bother and take your time, but I have to vent cause I felt like I could not take air into my lungs. I am so, so, so sad right. Will you please comment and give me some advice and support. Thank you for giving me your time to read and to post back to me. ((((HUGS)))))) I love you all and I love SparkPeople for saving my life on 2009. Carmen