Rough week

ive been losing weight...havent been eating within my calorie range...way under. Dont know if it will stick. I wish i could do it the healthy way. Went to the doc again last week. Im on the last combo of meds. He talked about surgery but i dont think i will do it. Turns out those that people who do the best with surgery do the best on meds. And since ive had zero improvement...i dont think i want to take that chance. I could be doing great and in a month it could come back. Cant really afford it now anyway. I am praying that if i lose enough weight it will go away on its own. Ive read people's posts saying "I lost 50 lbs and now my acid reflux is gone". Why cant that be me?