3-27-16 (day 147)
Sunday, March 27, 2016
Yesterday wasn't the best day I ever had. Emotions were on over drive. I was sensitive and my anger buttons were set off by the past. It was a snow ball effect for how I was feeling that was plummeting farther and farther down. I am protective and loving and ethical. When things push back against that it tends to really bother me. I had let everything go from the past and learned new ways of dealing with things but everything resurfaced when it was brought up and discussed. Past should stay in the past sometimes. People who are toxic to my life just need to not exist to me. I need to make sure I take care of me and my needs.
So that is what I am doing. Ripping that page out and starting a fresh one the way I want it to be. I have in my heart the hymns "Up from the grave He arose" and "Surely goodness and mercy" playing on repeat in my head. My faith is strong and He makes me stronger.
I am going to enjoy this day and put all my happy energy in and positive vibes will be shining from me! Deep air in.....and time to tackle this day with the me I know I am.
Have a great Easter everyone and if you travel, please be safe. May all be safe, happy and healthy.