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4-13-16 (day 164)

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

Fasting blood sugar is 243. I am feeling quite sick today with a headache and stirring stomach. The dump trucks and heavy road equipment that began tearing up the roads around my house yesterday and left me a giant pile of dirt at the end of my drive way are already up an at it. I have no idea what is going on but it is very loud and messy...inconvenient. I live with the river at both ends of my street so I think it is something to do with that or something. Usually they send us a letter warning us we are going to get torn up but we didn't get anything this time.

Today, I will see if I feel up to exercise. I will eat right. I will drink lots of water. I will rest where I need to. I will get myself out of this hole I am in. I am very sad, frustrated and mad about this hole. I feel like nothing I do is helping it. All I can do is wait for my appointment and give it my best.

I saw a bumper sticker yesterday that said " do or don't do, there is no trying". I don't know if I completely agree with that anymore. I guess if you are trying you are doing in some kind of way.

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    Allow yourself to be frustrated, but know that the day will come when everything is a little more stable. Maybe that will come in the form of a medicine that helps you regulate your bs instead of causing sporadic spikes. It could come in a completely different and surprising way. However it comes, and in whatever packaging, things will go your way.
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