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91 days until labs/98 days until med check

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Fasting: 153
2hab: 187
2hal: 112
2had: 126
Daily average: 144.5 (down from 157.75)

I am a bit of a wreck today. I barely got sleep. Between some news that really upset me last night, storms and things going on with my oldest I am just drained and an emotional wreck. I am working through what upset me badly. I am hanging on to the info and trying to process it instead of react. I want to react because it made me angry and hurt. I am deciding who to speak to about it, when and how. And the two people I really feel I should speak to about it have severe issues and depends on how they feel if they will be receptive to what I have to say. Most likely making what I have to say null and void. So I feel stuck, angry and hurt.

emoticon All bsl numbers were under 200.
emoticon BSL average is still going down.

I really dislike it when people make me, or others, feel like they just don't matter when they should.

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