Friday, July 15, 2016
I have been so majorly stressed for the last few weeks!
I have pretty well kept it together until yesterday! I had a major binge! And I still just want to eat and eat! And buy stuff!!!
I am on anti depressants and I see a therapist! I haven't talked to her about emotional eating/shopping! Just things in my life that lead to it!
I have bee doing the trim healthy mamma lifestyle and have lost 30 pounds! I don't want to mess that up and I don't want to go back to eating junk all the time! I am definitely what they call a drive thru sue and ate some "personal choice " items. But I was getting healthier!
My stress is mainly caused by my husband-his job is stressing him out and his family is stressing him out! He is either grouchy or upset every single day. He was on medication for a while, but decided he felt better without it ! He refuses to see a therapist (long story)! He really has no one to talk to (me a little), because his stress involves everyone around him.
He has contimplated leaving his job, and is working on something new right now. Still stressful right now.
His mom is currently living with his sister. His younger brother is a mess. His stepdad is a piece of work. There isn't much he can do about his family. He has tried to step back from them a little. He is usually the one to come to the resume/moderate the issues. I have usually just kept my mouth shut about all of it. But, since their actions effect my life, I'm just tired off all of their mess!