blue sky monday
Monday, August 15, 2016
There was a time when I would have gotten a letter in the mail like the one I got today, and I would have been so upset, distraught, angry, scared and worried and anxious.
But not now.
I am ready for a change. I am over sitting and worrying about something I have no control over.
I will take whatever comes my way and I will deal with it.
That thing YOU are going thru, that worrisome and scary unsure situation, believe me, it isnt as bad as you might think.
Whatever the outcome, whatever happens, something better is just around the corner, and then something bad will happen again in time, and you will deal with that too.
I am a little zen this morning.
I am glad I checked the mail AFTER my walk.
I am not even worrying my pretty little head over the decision coming my way, good or bad.
Thinking about enrolling in some classes at the community college, wanting to wait until the weather cools down some.
Not really looking at long term education, but more of a training that leads into a specific job.
What was once an overwhelming concept, gathering transcripts and documents, taking the compass test and filling out financial aid forms is no longer a big deal, if I pass I pass, if I dont I will move on or study until I do.
Time to move on.
Birthday coming up soon, why do women let people make them feel bad about their age?
If someone asks you your age, can you just tell in their tone of voice if they are saying it like, ohhhhhhh how olllllddddd are you?
I used to, but now I say with no indignation, I am 48, will soon be 49, and.....????
Maybe 49 and 50 will be an all new beginning chapter.
Feel good day.
Have a good one.