all or nothing
Tuesday, August 23, 2016
being perfect thinking has been a huge part of my life since childhood. i always felt i had to EARN peoples love or respect so i must be the best at what ever i tried. then at some point i gave up and decided since i never achieved that perfection i strived for i just would not even try anymore. what a waste of my life. now i am SLOWLY learning that failing is not really failing but a learning tool so that each time i try i do get better and find a new strength and way to be. it is taking a lot of time to get this in my head but the leasons learned along the way are beginning to take hold and i am making progress along the way.