Wednesday, September 28, 2016
I know I usually post something funny & stay positive on here but it's all gotten to be to much. Weight loss hasn't happened for awhile now & I'm getting discouraged. If that wasn't enough my job is getting down right stupid. I love my job & it shows, but my company couldn't care less about customer service. Sad but try they figure our clients have no other choice but to deal with us. I worked 21 hours on Saturday. I thought taking all extra shifts would not only help my wallet but give me some sort of job security. I've been called to the office twice in less then a week one the same thing! I'm being singled out. I didn't think that was the case until my co workers started pointing it out. I'm coming up one my 1 year anniversary to which there is a small bonus, my benefits have yet to happen, & my once lovely boss is down right rude to me. I can't sleep, this has caused emotional eating, & a sever depression. Wow last week I was walking on cloud 9, now I'm in my own private hell. I knew some people didn't care for me but I just never expected this kind of stuff in a professional environment. Wow just wow. I'm thinking of stopping this lifestyle for a bit because I can't keep up. No matter what I try the weight isn't going down. Lack of sleep, no lunches, & my stress level through the roof aren't helping.