"Keep my eyes on the prize-"--
That is going through my head---
And my dream is to fit into my new black ,fitted, sorta long dress-
I purchased it online, for Christmas-
It fits me-----but-(that huge big "butt"-)-
My stomach sticks out---
And so, I SPARK---like--everyday---
And my goal of losing 5 pounds by Nov, 30th , is in front of my face--
That will bring me down to 195---
--still too heavy!
And so, I journal ----I walk---I dreadmill-(18 minutes now)-I lift weights--- I stretch the back, lying on the floor, with Beau the German (as in dog) drooling on my face--I try to pretend there is no fresh bread in the whole world (The whiter the bread-the sooner yu're dead!)--I don't know what cream is anymore--- The water bottle follows me everywhere---
And with all that going on, you would think I was losing the weight fast----like it was just dropping off me----
It is about a pound a week---and it bobs around a lot----up--then down--then up a bit--
I'm afraid I am built a bit like a truck-----when I really want to be----
-A LEAN MEAN SLEAK SPARKLY MACHINE!
Lord love a DUCK!!!--