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In the beginning...

Thursday, December 08, 2016

This is my first blog entry. I know, mentally, that I need support, but it is hard to know how best to use it, or even how to support others in such a huge group of people. I feel a little lost. I have recently been diagnosed diabetic, so my ability to just mindlessly careen through my life doing what I wanted has tapered back into a tighter and tighter hole I have been sliding into, until there is no wiggle room left. I am going to suffocate here if I don't change. So I am at a beginning of sorts, weary, overwhelmed, and afraid. I am in chronic pain, my health keeps reaching ever newer lows, and yet my soul is wanting life. I am talented, loved, and my health hurts those around me too, who want me to be there for them through the years. Beginning is a choice. I should just be able to CHOOSE to live differently. Here we go.....
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    Prestorjon, thank you for your encouraging words! You said you were several weeks in now. What has been most helpful for you?
    1136 days ago
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    Most of us feel a bit overwhelmed. I have only been here a few weeks. Take it one step at a time. As rfar as your health goes, I am sorry to hear that but try to work through it. As you become healthier you will also bcome stronger. Hang in there. â˜
    1136 days ago
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