Saturday, February 18, 2017
Lord help me..thank you for the new journey to wellness program. Thank you for the knowledge I'm receiving. Help me to put it to good use. Please help me with motivation.
Pt is going nowhere. They're sending me to the Nero spine Dr. For injections in my neck and shoulder. I'm not very thrilled about that.
My in body test results are the worst they've ever been!
I'm the heaviest I've ever been. My waist measures close to 50" around!!
My give a rip level is at its all time low.
I thought that my following protocol and going through the school system to support my daughter. By asking help from the administration to help address a continuous bullying problem. That my daughter has been suffering through every year of her school experience. Has bitten me. Labeling me as over protective and sensitive. And threats from the bullying girls alcoholic grandparents guardian's, to say I am the problem and harassment on my part!
I am ready to accept the idea of leaving this podunk town after 24 years!!
I miss time at home. I miss outdoor activity. I'm starting to realize that I am grumbling, rather than rejoicing. Time to count my blessing instead, amen?
Thank thou Lord... For everything good and bad, happy and sad at peace or mad. This is the day that the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it!!!