I lost my blog post.
Sunday, March 05, 2017
Which usually means I needed to get those things out, but it shouldn't be posted publicly, so here is the readers digest version.
I've been eating a ton of sugar. I've gained 8 lbs in 2 weeks. My cousin is dying. He was born with Congenital Rubella Syndrome. It was early in her pregnancy so his case is pretty severe.
2 weeks ago we visited and got this picture
Here we are as kids. Great grandma in the middle.
So he was very animated when we were last up there, so yesterday my brothers, his sister and I met up there to see if we could do cousin hand casting together with him. I knew there was a chance he couldn't and asked my recently deceased grandmother and my grandfather to give me a sign as soon as I walked in so I would if we should do the project. It was the first time in our lives he didn't recognize me. It didn't take long for him to realize who I was, but that was it. Our last earthly visit. The nurses say he has just days left, a couple of weeks tops.
Thank you to my Daisy teammates and other sparkfriends who stopped by to leave me messages and goodies recently. I love that even though I am not here regularly, that my friends here believe in me.
This quote popped up in my memory today.
"You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will.” – Stephen King
I am not brave enough now. Hopefully someday soon I will be,
If you are of the praying persuasion, I would love to surround my family in peace.