Day 1(Again and for the last time)

I am starting over yet again and this time I am dedicating myself for one whole year. I don't know what may come in this next year all I know is that I am 20 pounds heavier then I was this time last year and if I continue to ignore my health I will end up diabetic or with even worse health problems.
It has taken me a long time to learn to love and accept myself as I am. And I do I really do I love myself. The many times before on here were attempts to lose weight so that I could feel beautiful, sexy, and accepted. But I have come to realize that my weight is only a number and not who I am. I am done blaming my weight for holding me back in life.
I am ready to conquer this challenge once and for all for my health. I am beautiful with or without my extra weight( I just prefer to have less extra then more).

* Here is to starting over for the last time!