how why when woe!!!
Thursday, July 27, 2017
I am officially and legally changing my name to "EVEN STEVEN STUCK"!!
Personal rant ahead, proceed with caution!!!
I am incensed, disappointed and perplexed!!
I worked hard this week, I walked more steps per day each day, I kept track and pushed myself to get in a little more each day.
Counted calories and carbs and stayed at or just under calorie range each day.
And what did it get me.....?
Less than half a pound on the scale!!
Yeah yeah I know, we arent supposed to JUST go by the scale, there are other factors, yada yada.....but I wanted that fricking number!!!
I worked hard for it.
What am I supposed to do????
Work harder? Eat less? Count more?
I dont know what else I can give up at this point.
I am getting my fiber. I am taking my vitamins, going to bed early to get my sleep.
I have even given up my coffee creamer!!
No real change this week. No just hard work that I didnt get paid for.
Dont worry, I am not giving up and I am not going to hit the fridge....or the fast food drivethru.
But its defeating and it takes something out of a persons heart when they cant get beyond this number.
I just dont think this is ever going to happen for me. Without weight loss surgery I dont think I will ever even lose this eight pounds to get back to my low number.
And I really really really DONT want to have to go thru surgery.
I just want to be happy in my body and I want to be healthy, in both my body and my mind.